MS Kevin
"Having an attack...so I'm a discouraged today. I was just getting some relief from my last attack so to be starting the whole process of going through all the different symptoms again is deflating "
I am so sorry you are dealing with another attack, MSKevin. I know that must be incredibly frustrating and exhausting. Please know you are not alone in this. And I hope this latest attack ends very quickly! Best, Erin, MultipleSclerosis.net Team Member.
thanks for the support, I have been dealing with the nerve pain and other symptoms for about the last 4 years but only the last 2 years were bad enough to start connecting it to MS. Takes about 6 months to get into a neurologist in Idaho but hope mine can get me on a medication that helps. Fortunately, I'm a counselor and 14 years in recovery in AA so I probably am better equipped to handle the psychological and emotional impacts than most people. But it's still overwhelming at times so I really appreciate this resource. I try not to worry my family, I figure they will have plenty to worry Bout later. 
Hi @MS.Kevin. I get that you don't want to worry your family, but I hope you don't leave them in the dark either. Hiding pain can become a habit that might lead to issues later. They love you. They can handle it and you need the support. I hope you get some relief soon. Sending lots and lots and lots of gentle hugs! - Lori (Team Member)