Hello! I understand your fear of needles. I lived 38 years with only being pricked by a sewing needle.
I was diagnosed with RRMS in 2008. The Neurologist wanted to start medication right away. I started with 3 x/week self injection of Rebif bringing a constant feeling of the flu. A nurse came to my house to show me how and where to self inject. She stayed with me to ensure I got it right.
Self injection is initially naturally scary but your mindset is to help yourself. You begin to think maybe this medicine will work for me. That helps you get through the initial shock.
After 1 year of shots I graduated based on a worsening MRI to professionally administered 1 x/month IV infusion of Tysabri at an emergency facility-the hospital for me. Yea to me not having to self inject but again you go through first time jitters. One year with side effect for me of flu symptoms and exhaustion, then blood test identifies a threat, JCV and worsening MRI, doctor immediately takes me off medication.
I am now on 1 x/day oral medication Gilenya 3 years no side effects. Yea! To 3 MRI'S without worsening.
First time jitters are with everything in life; walking, riding a bike, skating, swimming, learning to drive, tests, then illness diagnosis, and treatment. It is normal, you may have to try several different prescriptions and methods of administration.
I participate with a local MS support group, not only do we all range in age, length of possession, but also the types of medication and administration. Some have taken my medications and they didn't work for them. One women feels o.k. with Tysabri.
Your doctor works with you to find something specifically for you. Research and discuss with your neurologist to find something that you can work with? Fear of needles will come and go but you have to try. I wish you well.