Been diagnosed for a little over 2 yrs. Depression has hit all time high. The last year I've barely been able to work, my credit rating has plummeted, I'm about to lose my new used car. I file for disability in less than a month, but some days I feel like such a burden to my kids (all in their 20s) and that I will lose everything so what's the point of going on. I try not to feel sorry for myself, but with Bill collectors calling multiple times a day and no immediate hope in sight, it seems better to end it all. I can't be the only one going through this, I need your advice on how to cope with this all consuming depression. Thank you.