The unknown

I have primary progressive ms. I was diagnosed 2017 . I had a couple of sideways falls , because I turned round quickly and completely lost my balance.
I have pain almost everywhere, I become very fatigued and I have the strangest sensations in my feet . It's wierd but I feel like there is something on the bottom of the soles.
I now have neuropathy and this is getting worse .
My consultant says its because I am over weight.
I have issues swallowing which at times causes me to choke , occasionally it leads to chest infections.
My bladder is not behaving as it should so I become incontinent.
I get scared for the future and what will happen . I can be a lonely place .
I do get fed up having to explain things over and over . I believe it's only ms warriors who truly understand .
At times I also have trouble speaking and forget what I was saying mid sentence. . My manager thinks that's normal ??
I always try to keep smiling because no one like a moaning friend , member of the family.