Finding some semblance of peace. Anxiety stress is killing me right now

I can't even begin to emulate what is not only going thru my mind, but is coursing through my whole system in such a negative and debilitating wat atm. Having been hospitalized since Jan 22 of 2026 when I fell and broke my back while in assisted living. The past 8 months have taken a toll that I find more difficult to elaborate at this time. I am going to try.
I had no one to help me. No family to speak of. No friends since I chose to get sober. I was just denied another -lace that made it sound as tho it was going to happen. And again, denied. I'm to young. I have a record
It's always something. I simply am at my wits end.
I know others of you are blessed with family, finances and living situations that you truly are blessed to have. I'm grateful to God to know some of us are cared for in the most basic of ways.
Those of us that are facing the most basic needs and cannot find a way is so hard on us in more ways than I can go into right now. I'm writing this just to reach out. I know I am not alone. I have tried everything the MS society and others to no avail. If anyone of you can think of anything from resources to moving to a different part of this country , I am willing to do whatever it takes. Because Maine has nothing for me and I simply cannot go on doing this day after day. Purgatory.
I'm 54 and have RRMS. I can't get to my other profile tonight. Probably cuz I'm freaking the hell out because I just can't do this anymore